The Empty Frame

Oh when the cold wind blows, I feel it to the bone,

Oh when you say you know, all I feel is that I am alone.

And even though I may never return those empty places are my own,

And I would remember everything in grief and lament and moan. 

You and I remember there's a life that I have not lived yet,

Are we just simple truths or are we bold lies?

We have been fooling ourselves too long

You and I should be breaking ties, because we can’t be so right and so wrong!

You said you're sorry, you won’t do it again,

I gave you chances but you betrayed me in the bargain.

I tried holding on, the days, I let them drag on in hope so profound,

Stupid I was, I should have known, that it's too late for you, to come around.

Baby I was naive, I got lost in your eyes, but I never really had a chance,

I had many dreams about you and me, happy endings, love and dance.

And then there you were on your knees, begging for forgiveness, begging for me,

As though it was just what I always wanted you to do, but I'm so sorry it just can’t be.

I can feel the tear drops slowly falling, and they're falling from my heart as I weep,

I wish someone could save me, cause I'm drowning in pain and sinking deep.

I've been hurt by your mistakes, even though I put you first, 

And in the process if I have erred, I tell you now my heart is about to burst.

Over time, love tends to fade and all that's left are these arguments like a gale, 

Sleepless nights, and stormy days, have helped me to gather proof that love does change.

And now I'm bleeding, I'm lonely again, clinging onto hope in the anger and hate’s sway,

And now I'm hurt cause it's my mistake, I should have known this was not the right way.

And now the smiles all fade away leaving only but all this endless pain,

Cause over time when love fades there is nothing left for anyone to gain.

And in the end all that remains is this empty space,

And in the end all that remains is an empty frame.

The Insignificant

It all began with a simple chat, which led to the connection of our significant hearts.

Our hearts connected slowly through the crossing of our significant paths

And eventually we tread our paths which so often crossed between our significant lives.

Destiny so far played a twisted role, separating the mare from its foal.

And amidst the twisted life came ashore, the knight in shining armor in search of his goal.

His charms and looks enchanted the foal, and he helped it grow very bold.

And then when the young colt was leaping around, the knight in armor gave it a jolt and kept him bound.

The colt was shocked and left alone, hurt by its master’s harsh tone.

And often wondered did the colt what made masters love grow so cold?

The paths that crossed before had grown inseparable as significant as each other’s soul and heart

And then was struck the blow so hard, that the heart and soul were torn apart

Fought a war too many the heart and soul have, nigh-inseparable their fate at hand,

And try to salvage they did their fates and tried to revive the fragile bond.

And then like the colt and knight their fates remained lost in thoughts as to what happened in disdain

And now the battle rests upon how one so significant became the insignificant!

It will break on through…

I’ve seen the faces

Of people in places

Burn up and die

And fade to their graves

Now; I see the pieces
of my life with people

And in places
Burn up…and crack
And slowly fade to grey

I feel like I’ve been walking on water
I feel like I’ve been dancing on wire
precariously hang on the edge
but don't know what to do…

I'm sometimes on the outside

Sometimes in the inside
Wide open spaces

Closed narrow crevices
Searching for time to hold onto

I wish to fly into the daylight
Like I am a revelation
Cut my suppressing bonds with a knife
And break on trough to my freedom

I want hold onto this feeling
Cause to dream is a gift
Cause to love is divine
And
I know that won't bring me down


It will break on through…

The heart that yearns.....does it always learn?

I don't have the courage or the capacity to write any reply!

But, i can't but wonder to ask you why?

You were descriptive from blink to eye.....

I can't think of anything else but just cry....


Am i being naive i often think soo....

but i'll tell you this I don't stray when someone says Go!


to me he is someone close to my heart, but that doesnt mean i play a different part,

In your life i am your spouse, and with him, if people want they can addreess me as the adultrous grout!

bear in mind that I am being honest with you,

people say and so do you that at my age this could all but be true...


I am not stating you're doubting me or my actions,

its just that i have a varied levels of attraction...


i am, i agree a love seeking git,

but i dont commit things at my whim and fancy or when i see it fit!


i dont need to lament about my past, you know very well how i have been treated....

and of the all the characters from that cast, he is but one i have sheathed


I know i am not that good in answering by way of my worded emotions,

no wonder they came with the proverb that words are often superceeded by actions...


so yes, a week is but a wait too long, i wait eagerly to hear every days last gong...

but i have always been made to learn that distances make the heart grow strong


and through that perhaps is something new i will have to learn....

and maybe you will know why my heart yearns......